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i forgot about this [Sep. 18th, 2005|01:37 pm]
[mood | relaxed]
[music |i just got the new kanye west and ying yang twins]

wow i cant believe how long its been since ive written in this shit
architecture classwork is killer as fuck. most of the people have already stayed in the studio overnight finishing the assignments, its crazy, but ive been like the laziest one in class which im actually mad about now...at mast it was all good, but this is what i want to do for a living - i guess its because im still getting used to the whole college shit but whatever evrythings gonna be cool though and i love how the graphics class (sketching) is putting me back into my whole artist style again
so now im thinking of joining this frat - tau kappa epsilon (TKE or teke) - even though all that shit goes against me...but i know everybody already and it seems cool now so now im going into it
but now i have a shitload of homework to start
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fun fun fun times [Aug. 22nd, 2005|01:16 am]
[mood | very much needed fun]
[music |the whole night was hiphop and reggaeton for dancing]

wow im really amazed at how much fun last nite was...
went over to hialeah and was at this party from about 9 or 10
then we all left in two cars and went to south pointe to do some drunken swimmig and fooling around
after all that bs i took back chubz chavelli and brian which i just met thru ernest and julian took back monica and an overintoxicated peter
i went with my carryhomers to taco bell then dropped chubz home and crashed with chavelli at brians house at about 6
in the end i got home at about 11 in the morning and really regret not saying nething about where i was going to be but everythings cool now and it was worth it neway :D

hopefully doing it again next weekend
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the wonders of boredom [Aug. 21st, 2005|10:50 pm]
[mood | satisfied]
[music |93 rock mainly]


Your #1 Love Type: ESFJ

The Caregiver

In love, you are very giving. You give your sweetie a lot of special attention.
For you, sex should be warm and intimate... a way to give and share love.

Overall, you are upbeat, kind, and affectionate.
However, you tend to also be a bit needy and manipulative at times.

Best matches: ISFP or INFP

Your #2 Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver

In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.
For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.

Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.

Best matches: INFP or ISFP

Your #3 Love Type: ESFP

The Performer

In love, you relish every moment and tend to get caught up in passion.
For you, sex is how you get in touch with all your senses.

Overall, you are creative, popular, and flexible.
However, you tend to dislike criticism and avoid any conflict.

Best matches: ISTJ or ISFJ

Your #4 Love Type: ESTJ

The Guardian

In love, you are energetic, dependable, and willing to give it your all.
For you, sex is fun and physical - something you've cultivated a talent for.

Overall, you are cheerful, stable, and committed.
However, you tend to also be impatient, controlling, and (inadvertantly) insensitive.

Best matches: ISTP and INTP

Your #5 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ




Your Gemini Drinking Style

You can drink without changing their behavior much.
You're so naturally chatty and short-attention-spanned that it's just hard to tell sometimes.
You amaze people by conversing with finesse and allusions, then doing something to belie an extremely advanced state of intoxication, like puking in your shoe.

You possess the magic ability to flirt successfully (and uninfuriatingly, which is very tricky) with several people at once.
You like to order different cocktails every round -- repetition is boring!
You may create a drinking theme (like yellow drinks: beer, sauvignon blanc and limoncello) for your own amusement.
Your Signature Cocktails
Easily bored Geminis need some stimulation in their drinks -- those with two parts, like a black and tan (or just a double), are particularly appealing. Otherwise, you'll drink all over the map, ordering frou-frou drinks to add to you collection of cocktail monkeys or going for whiskey rocks because you're feeling rather noir. Gemini rules the herb anise -- home-infused anise vodka is sure to win you over.
Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies
Johnny Depp, Angelina Jolie, Kylie Minogue, the Olson Twins, Colin Farrell, Ice Cube, Natalie Portman, and Mr. T



this one had a question that i liked two answers so its between...
You Should Learn Portuguese

Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it.
And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style.

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.
Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!


Your Musical Tastes Match: The Fab Five


See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)


this one too...
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.


Your Ideal Relationship is Friends with Benefits

You're not looking for anything serious... just something hot!
And you're little black book (or cell phone) always hooks you up.
You want nothing more than friends with benefits. No strings.
You also don't mind benefits without the friendship!


How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.

Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.


Overall, Your Observation Skills Get: B-
Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)
And it takes something big to distract you!


of course an ARCHITECT had to be my one of them - and thats what im going to beeeee!
Your Career Type: Investigative

You are precise, scientific, and intellectual.
Your talents lie in understanding and solving math and science problems.

You would make an excellent:

Architect - Biologist - Chemist
Dentist - Electrical Technician - Mathematician
Medical Technician - Meteorologist - Pharmacist
Physician - Surveyor - Veterinarian

The worst career options for your are enterprising careers, like lawyer or real estate agent.


Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Average



Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Freaky Kisser


When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go



You Were Actually Born Under:
Delicate, timid, and attractive - sometimes you really do act like a bunny.
You're very compassionate and protective of those you love, sometimes too protective.
Your home is really your castle, and you make sure your home is comfortable and well furnished.
You don't like to argue - and you prefer a quiet, peaceful life.

You are most compatible with a Goat or a Pig.
You Should Have Been Born Under:

Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.
You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.
You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.
Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations.

You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit.



Your Birthdate: June 17

Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense.

Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise.

You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease.



You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them.

A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection.




i know it sucks but what can i say
Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well.


they would never be able to pinpoint my music taste this one looks so retarded

Your Taste in Music:


80's R&B: Highest Influence
90's Alternative: Highest Influence
90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence
90's Rock: Highest Influence
Alternative Rock: Highest Influence
Gangsta Rap: Highest Influence
Hip Hop: Highest Influence
80's Alternative: High Influence
Adult Alternative: High Influence
Classic Rock: High Influence
Hair Bands: High Influence
Heavy Metal: High Influence
Old School Hip Hop: High Influence
R&B: High Influence
Ska: High Influence
80's Rock: Medium Influence
90's Pop: Medium Influence
Punk: Medium Influence
80's Pop: Low Influence
90's R&B: Low Influence
Dance: Low Influence
Progressive Rock: Low Influence




Your SAT Score of 1240 Means:



You Scored Higher Than Howard Stern

You Scored Higher Than George W. Bush

You Scored Lower Than Al Gore

You Scored Lower Than David Duchovny

You Scored Lower Than Natalie Portman

You Scored Lower Than Bill Gates

Your IQ is most likely in the 120-130 range

Equivalent ACT score: 28

Schools that Fit Your SAT Score:

The George Washington University

University of California-San Diego

Villanova University

The University of Texas at Austin

Penn State - University Park






Your #1 Match: ENTJ




The Executive

You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.
Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.
Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.
You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.

You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.


Your #2 Match: ESTJ




The Guardian

You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.
Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.
You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.
Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done!

You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.


Your #3 Match: ENFJ




The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.


Your #4 Match: ENTP




The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.


Your #5 Match: ESFJ




The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.
You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.




DAMN I WAS BORED AS FUCK
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2005|04:51 am]
[mood | i keep yawning when i see this]
[music |Reggae Gold 2005]

it was a plain boring ass day other than going to mast and meeting up with stefan and the breakers to get some much needed practice
and i was planning to go clubbing tonite but i had to check myself before driving all the way to cocowalk for a dissapointing realization that i didnt have enough $$$ - its crazy how a lack of money can change everything...:C
shit. just remembered. have to study for my life insurance state exam now and my test is already scheduled for tuesday fuck i need to stop procrastinating since that little card can make me thousands if i use it right...and that dam manual is the size of a fucking phonebook
for some reason ithink that ill be alot happier after tomorrow though...:D
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high school is really over! [Aug. 9th, 2005|01:16 am]
[mood | music satisfies]
[music |green day - american idiot]

today just went to the office to do some prospecting and it was, as always, very motivational and they make you sort of WANT to go to work but wow its so fuckin awesome now that its the first day of school and i dont have to go

now my first day is on the 29th at fiu and its only architecture classes

when i look at my schedule...it is alot better than high school but because of my major there are some classes that i have to go to that arent flexible atall - sucks much
and theres the little thing that classes of my major are 2-3 times as long as a regular class but at least i only have them on mon wed and fridays

and i finally bought some new shit on sunday (the day before school - how crazy was that shit) and i couldnt find a parking space at the mall for shit

for the entire summer ive been listening to 93rock all every second since their music is so much better than zetas was

of course i need my music since i havent went out and gotten a new one since ludacris latest
nin - with teeth
audioslave - out of exile
reggae gold 2005
green day - american idiot

a korn shirt with their first album art on the front
and a ratmachine shirt with the whole band in black/red

well ill probably go to work again tomorrow but i dont feel like waking up early
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finally [Jul. 30th, 2005|05:58 pm]
[mood | very very hungover]
[music |my radio presets]

my summer is getting started for a change
last nite was so dam fun
i went out at about 11 and met up with jp and rigo at mainstreet
we posted and met up chuppie and jimmy
o yea and slippo -the slipknot fanatic- was there with his girl too
we left to go spook these boys in hialeh
why the fuck am i still letting ernest in my car?
after that we chilled for a bit then left to this boy house to drink
played dominoes and fucked around in a house with about 2:1 boys to girls but it was still cool
i think i got home between 4 and 5 and i woke up almost 4 today
we all were drinking out of shot glasses and i guzzled the most of course(wow that sounds wrong)
...so fucking hungover...
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2005|07:18 pm]
[mood | satisfied for the most part]
[music |93Rock all day everyday]

okay all the new shit thats been up with my life

im working with primerica now and in the process of getting my life insurance license

the bullshit car from before never happened and my mom got cheated out of $200

got a 1997 altima from a bank repot center early in the month

it was fucking up for a little bit until my mom got it fixed for bout $250

bank of america will hire me but only if i stop working with primerica and i really need a job since i havent made SHIT since exactly 4/16/05 but i know that if i dont quit and keep my head up, this job will really show its reward...

went the all age event at pure on sunday called sextacy

and exercise has been going FANTASTIC

im making myself get off my lazy ass and become a breaker again

dam its just so much to do and so little time...
I think ill start calling myself ThunderCat from now on
that will be my Bboy/DJ alias
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finally the NEW car! [Jun. 15th, 2005|01:29 am]
[mood | anxious]

tomorrow is when im finally supposed to get my replacement car and from what ive been told its a 1999 civic, already tinted, gray paint, and i forget the other shit and this is taking the place of my 2004 civic, bought brand new, candy red which is now totalled because of some fuckin asshole

now i received a court summon in the mail that says im on standby for the 22nd ithink and i hope that i get to go since im a victim + witness so that the little fucker can be prosecuted and hopefully get some supplemental money out of all this shit ive been going thru since the accident (no job, hardly any social life, ne where i go i have to rely on buses again - and while i live in broward everywhere i go is in fuckin miami)

...

on a happier note, im still getting a car that im not paying anything for so the downer feelings should fade when i start going out again

and ive been so bored all this time that i just recently made a MySpace account

www.myspace.com/slimm69
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hey all [Jun. 7th, 2005|12:42 am]
[mood | blank]
[music |nothing much just shit at parties]

watsup to my unused and much neglected livejournal
schools finally over atleast till i begin at fiu
but mast academy is out of my life FINALLY and even tho im not even leaving miami i dont think ill be visiting the school ne time soon
ive been out only twice since then to ogun and battie man's parties which were both straight and tried to head out to space on friday after john's but they were packed when we got there so that was a waste of time
i saw janelle again, whom i havent seen since the end of junior year, so that was cool
oh yea i went to the jamaican festival for vp records on memorial day and that shit was sooo good especially since i was at the front of general admission from start to finish and i took pics and movie clips with my phone so i cant forget seeing them
dam i still dont have my definite ride(replacement car) yet
ummm i dunno what else its just been boring as fcuk for the last two days so i need to get out now
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shit... [May. 19th, 2005|03:19 am]
[mood | nameless feelings of depressio]
[music |lots of korn]

the shit in my life right now has made me feel so down and stressed out lately

other than the fact i went through two car accidents (none of them my fault) within less than a month and a half, i havent had a job - so no money - , no transportation of my own, and I HAVENT GONE OUT A SINGLE TIME since the accident last month happened AAAAAAAAAAAAH!

up until yesterday, ive been dealing with talking to insurance companies over the phone and having these long conversations where im recorded sometimes and they grill me with all these questions about one accident or the other...so fucking stressfull

also i had to go to tow yards so that i could get shit out of my car that i forgot (my bacardi drink and the C-PASS for school, mainly) and each time that i went i forgot the c-pass so i had to make three fucking trips getting more and more stuff out each time - so now the car is empty of all extra shit

another excellent happening is the fact that the insurance company was trying to get the car fixed at this secondhand shop that they are jointed with so my mom demands it to be sent to a real honda mechanic and they take it to maroone in miami lakes...its a good thing my mom did that because the insurance's place was saying that most of the damage was cosmetic(exterior) and that there really wasnt anything else to worry about and so the maroone mechanics stripped the car to inspect everything and they find out that the chassis(the base of the car) is broken and now the insurance company has declared the car a total loss and all theyre gonna do is pay off the rest of money owed on it...for now i dont think theyll be supplementing any money for it

i am hoping that my mom will sue after getting some legal counsel based on me not having any transportation or work and the fact that they tried to scheme us into patchwork by secondhand mechanics and my mom isnt going to get me another new one -surprise_surprise- and when the money is available shell get me a used car for around 5k, and that will be my third car

incomplete... im tired
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prom nite [May. 1st, 2005|07:19 pm]
[mood | i felt everyting last nite...]
[music |Korn, Slipknot, Oxygen Lounge mix, prom music]

well prom was last nite and surprise surprise i was dateless
i dunno what to think about all of it
how did i know that i shouldnt have counted on margie of all my exs for such a special occasion
i would have been better off going with tammy but we still havent talked since splitting
oh well i had fun neway

of course i was the PiMPest looking as most were saying and basically everyone that i kno complemented my suit along with john and gordon...my suit was the loudest, but still the coolest looking tho
it was a red and black ensemble that ill put up when i develop the camera or get pics from somebody else
the afterparty was better than that of the homecoming but it was still boring, but chilled nontheless
i had my camcorder and recorded about an hour of the funniest shit coming out of the most unexpected ppl

got home at about 0330 and i was drunk and high of course - good times always - and all day ive basically been feeling nauseated and i almost threw up in the early afternoon so i went to sleep

nothing much really going on (especially since im jobless now) other than how i went to this tow yard twice this week to get shit that i forgot out of my car and on wednesday i didnt go to school so that i could go job hunting and it didnt really feel like a successful run

so yea back to boring ass school that i cant even really skip since i have no ride now cuz my mom returned the rental and im just waiting now for all this insurance shit to be handled and it is a SLOW AND BORING process

i just hope it all works out and i get a little extra spending money out of all this shit...

§l!mm
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much needed update & my worst LJ yet... [Apr. 18th, 2005|06:40 pm]
[mood | anger and melancholy (my car)]
[music |everything... but it doesnt fucking matter now...]

too much and yet too little has been going on with my life all at the same time so this has been the reason why i havent been updating this LJ

if i were to actually sit down and recall all of the shit that has gone on since spring break, it would probably take me a whole fuckin week to write it down...

among the too little side...

not enough fun when i have been going out for the past couple of weeks (rumored parties that were never real and the gayest motherfuckers to spend that time with)

definitely not enough sex...maybe im just not making the effort / oh yea...im talking to margie again (i know i shouldnt but, i dunno, shes been telling me about recent shit in her life and i just feel...for some weird reason... that i just want to make her happy again)

skipping the entire school day hoping to chill with angie that works at my job now all day for NOTHING just to end up chilling with danny and central boys in the end...which wasnt all that bad...but only to go for the rest of the day still with no sex after a girl from american didnt step up to our 4pm arrangement...AARGH!

now for the too much side...

on the saturday of spring break - 3/26, which was four days after my last update...that was one of the main reasons that i havent been writing in this - this old wrinkle face, nose-picking, hatian bitch put a huge fuckin dent in my car after i back out of my driveway to let out david, a tenant in a separate section of my house, and she is such a conniving whore after she made an agreement in front of a police officer that she would get my car fixed after we had gotten three estimates done to assess the damages done to my car...now we got that done and my mom had to actually pay for one of those shits and she is trying to play dumbass and say that she is going to go and get someone on her own to get the damages fixed so we just contacted her insurance directly and they put me through this bullshit little recorded interview to check who was responsible for the accident and they just said that they would call us to set up an appointment to get a person to come out in person and take pictures of both of the cars to check for themselves and to make a personal estimate...which even now hasnt even happened

and to put in, i almost got killed on saturday nite in a car crash while i was in the middle of work by some fuckin idiot asshole colombian tourist with no us driver's license when he righted me off and now my car is fuckin totalled on the complete opposite corner (front-right) as the last accident and im just lucky to still be here today and in more or less the same condition that i was before the accident...my car is just absolutely totalled, in my eyes, cuz i just dont want that shit bad because it seems like it just has a fuckin raincloud of bad events following it since the last three 3 out of my car's 4 accidents have happened within the span of 2 months and to count in the 1st one would make it 5 months so i just feel that the car is bad luck, personally - i mean it handled everything good as fuck but still to have so many accidents in such a short period of time has to mean something

now after a full year of working at ken and mike's i have to resign the job, since this is the second accident that has occurred while i was on the job (and for the record, this was where i scratched my car, while reversing, on a wall the first day that i brought it in to work), so if anything ill be a nice guy and not try to make any claims off of working to involve it with the accident and just try to get the boss to give me another position working there as one becomes open

so now officially my family has declared me a fuckin accident magnet and says that i can't drive defensively when i have never caused one with my car [that was gotten brand new on may 9, 2004 (so it hasnt even been with me for a full year)] and after about 4 accidents, and none of them my fault now, gets fucking totalled and i have to wait for an indeterminable period of time for my lazy ass insurance company to handle firstly, the case with the haitian bitch, and get money from that to put it toward the mashed piece of shit that is the front of my car sooo that they can go and claim the amount of money from the actual owner of the car that the refugee ass colombian was driving - i swear to god, that if there was no way i would have gotten in trouble for it, i would have killed that motherfucker with my bare hands after physically mutilating his body and bashing his skull in with my fist - and so we have to wait for the assessor to go to the tow yard to look at my car after the current tow yard in opa-locka transports it there so this is gonna take a while

hopefully what i really hope for the outcome to be, but will not be very likely, is that my insurance company will either buy me a brand new car (HA! funny), or they will pay off the rest of the money that we owe and give us a couple thousand towards another car, which i hope to use towards a down payment on another new car...but if worse comes to worse, hell well just buy a used one just to keep my mom out of debt

for now i am jobless - which i havent been in a full year - and when i do get a car again, i definitely wont ever be a delivery driver again...i have to probably go job hunting sometime soon and, now since i actually have a legit cell phone, any job openings can be told to me since i can actually be called back

on the bright side i have upcoming events to look forward to, which are this week from friday to saturday will be the grad nite field trip and next week saturday is going to be prom and i think im going with margie...shit, after already paying for her ticket, shed better do what she said last nite and im going to rent my suit, hopefully red with black accents for a nice surprise and we're supposed to show up with matching outfits HAHA

maybe, things are going to be better than they have been over the past month
§l!mm
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what a night [Mar. 22nd, 2005|11:34 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |"DJ Vertigo and Bulletproof on the 1s and 2s"]

last nite was fuckin insane since ruben, from work, and his boys got me into oxygen and the vip section and that shit was just...wow
it all happened last nite that i told my mom that i was going to the fair and then i go to ken and mike's (my job) and chill there and talk to angie, new chica at work with a BANGIN body, till she left and then i just stayed until ruben closed up
next i follow him to his house and we eat some good ass food and he got ready and we leave to coconut grove and when we get there its not what i expected...i thought it would have been somewhat like driving thru south beach when the traffic is slow as fuck...but i guess not
and then i park in the underground garage for oxygen (the club is underground too, maybe 2-3 floors) and we meet his boys at johnny rockets and then after about 20-30 min there we walk to oxygen and just go straight around that huge ass waiting crowd and get in the vip with no hassle and the security never even asked for ne of my info, and that was unexpected - i guess looking older than 30 yr old ruben is a plus for this kind of thing - and after a quik bathroom break we walk straight to the vip section right next to 'the pole' as they dub it and we were chilling there for about 5 minutes before the club ppl brought us this gigantic maybe 20 inch bottle of Belvedere vodka - :o - and a vase-like container of cranberry juice and some cans of red bull...so you could get drunk while the drink tastes good while you have all the energy you need... :O my goodness and they even mixed the shit for you
blah blah blah fun ass night blah blah blah crazy ass females blah blah blah the pole blah blah blah smoking blah blah blah drinking blah blah blah
i got home at 5 o'clock!

what a fuckin nite
§l!mm

DAMN i wish i had a fuckin camera phone

what a fuckin hangover i felt when i woke up
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good day for cardio [Mar. 19th, 2005|06:06 pm]
[mood | accomplished]
[music |last nite at work Green Day's Dookie, Slipknot's Iowa, Korn]

today at first was looking boring as fuck at first
i was only planning to go out later tonite to that foam party
but then i got the idea to use the day to exercise since i wasnt doing shit until later
and to my amazement i did (i usually dont motivate myself to exercise when at home)
so after i drink some tea w/sugar, orange juice, and scramble two eggs w/a cheese slice
i go and do 4 sets of dumbell reps while watching tv
then i get my keys and my cell phone and lock up the house (around 2:20 i think)
and then when i get out of my driveway i started my phone's stopwatch
after doing my long ass run around my neighborhood and back the stopwatch was cut short and i wanted to see how fast i did my run...but fuck it...i know it was less than 20 min.
then i get home and walk around for about 5 min. to cool down
next i turn on my ps2 and put in dancedancerevolution extreme and i play until about 5:45
then i go to wash the dishes and now im writing this...
all that is planned now is to go cleanse my soul in the shower
then go to hialeah to chill with ernest and julian until about 9
julian's broke ass better have money today cuz i really want to go to that foam party
no matter how many parties are going on tonite i wanna go to that club

i hope the nite is fun whatever happens...
§l!mm
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extra agression [Mar. 18th, 2005|01:25 pm]
[mood | so much energy to let out]

upon being accepted and the realization that i was going to mast academy no matter how much i begged there was this 'calm down' period that i put myself into before attending the school and there hasn't been a real need to fight someone and i havent gotten into a one-on-one (in my opinion, real) fight since eighth grade
just listening to my favorite band and some of the songs they make...just make me want to go up to someone and provoke them into a fight just so i can fuck someone up and get out this agression that has been building up and to brush up my rusty skills as well as that great feeling of fucking someone up with your bare hands...oooh...it may sound a bit evil but i havent gotten to fight in over four years now

songs by korn

Let´s Do This Now

Run away no where
To chicken shit, two face
I´m gunna go there
The fear I cannot taste
You think you got me (you laugh)
You´re gunna tumble down (you laugh)
Keep coming for me (fuck off)
I´ll drop you on the ground

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

You´re gunna feel how (alright)
I really am with you (you´re right)
You´re going no where (must stop)
Don´t really know what to do (you´re right)
It´s going to go on (fuck off)
Until you run away (alright)
You can´t control me
You best do it my way (you won)

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

Don´t you know that
You can punch me?
Don´t you know that
You can bring me down?
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven´t stepped across that line!
LINE!

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now


Thoughtless

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it´s funny?
What the fuck you think it´s doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I´m above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I´ll pull the trigger
And you´re down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it´s funny?
What the fuck you think it´s doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I´ve got my body, got my body back against the wall
I´ve got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down

I´ve got my body, got my body back against the wall
I´ve got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down

I´ve got my body, got my body back against the wall
I´ve got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down

I´ve got my body, got my body back against the wall
I´ve got my body, got my body back against the...

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

oh god...i just want someone to try me tomorrow at that foam party just so i could beat the shit out of them

fuck with me
Slimm
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3/13 - 3/16 [Mar. 18th, 2005|10:11 am]
[mood | foam party 2morrow]
[music |Korn's Take A Look In The Mirror]

this week sofar has been kool but it could be alot better ithink

on sunday calle ocho was straight - lots of dancing, flashers, booty poppers, music - but was sooo disappointing because the concert our group (julian, buddah, turtle, jc, desiree) stayed at most of the time kept telling people that pitbull was going to perform there but it never happened even when they were finished...so after that we were just so mad that we left straight from 8 st and missed the real performance at the 99jamz stage and i was so fuckin mad when i found out on monday (hey but what can u do)
not much happened on monday, just chilled with kat for a little bit

on tuesday i was really disappointed in myself at the track meet, i mean i did pretty good as part of the relay races but in the 200...MY FUCKIN EVENT...i was last - i could have been nextto last but i was just so pissed that so many ppl had passed me that i just started walking the last 50 meters - that shit was gay as fuq

wednesday, hmmm, the solar energy trip with dr. khalil was straight...to keep me out of school...man it was so boring most of the time, but i had a little fun, talking intelligently with a two grown strangers about the growing worldwide population and its impact on energy - i hope that she doesn't give me too bad a grade for not completing the notecards for all 10 articles

now thursday a double good with early release and mast blast at the same time i went to northside and picked up 'nesto and went to american to get ashley for him and to also wait for this girl, andrea, for me who never showed... so i call kat to see if she could skip instead and she said yea so we wait a whole extra hour just for her 1st period to finish (there was nowhere else to go anyway) and so i jammed to my korn cd until it was time with the other two talking in the backseat / so i go to pick up kat - and i see her standing with her homegirl, a butterhead(everything else looks good but her head), who i find out later is andrea...ewww...and i leave her - we get to school and ernest gets out first to see who was walking around and he gets caught by mr. stephens and sent to the front of school to sign in and then we go to try and sneak in like 5 min after and he catches us and we say that ashley and kat go there and we just got there really late and he sends us to go to the front (yea fuqin rite!) and we walk toward the front until stephens is out of sight then i make an about face and i tell kat to jump up to kirk's little balcony and then i go and help ashley then myself up...im so fuckin stealthy i got all three of them in... and we meet ernest in kirks room after kim opens the window / after all this we just chill in kirk's room until mast blast starts and i go to find a room to play ddr after hiding that big pile of shit i brought with me and we were in commander cummuccio's room until a large group starts developing and so we ended up in mr. cruz's room after i got in this huge ass argument with mr. macdonald BIG MAC himself, after he accused me of lying after i told him we were given permission to go into a room, that started to draw attention and then mr. stephens himself told him and i was so glad to make him look stupid like that .:HAHAHA fat FUCKER:. and after a long period of realizing that i forgot my memory card in the JROTC room and trying to find a way for someone to unlock it i find cumuccio himself and he tells me that he has it and he'll be there when mast blast is over, so i go back to show off my AMAZING ddr moves...the pictures that whitney took were pretty funny when she went back and forth between them (look at me dance!)...and then its over and blah blah blah / kat was pissed as fuck when i found her and she told me that ernest and ashley left her and blah blah blah / man all fuckin day kat and i were fighting and one second shell be mad and the next shell be all lovey dovey and it was wierd as fuck - probably her timeofthemonth - so blah blah blah i drop kat and then ashley off and i go to get a haircut at clippers...why has my hair been growing so fuckin slow lately... and it looks like my natural waves are back...and so we go to wendy's to eat for a little and then back to ernest's house to chill for a bit and then home and the drive home was crazy since it was like a storm yesterday evening / juanes calls my house and says hes going back out later in the nite - fuck that im going to sleep / so i really dont do anything much for the rest of the nite but play devil may cry 3

now today all that i really have planned is to go to work after missing sunday and tuesday this week and i hope it goes good money-wise cuz i really need it since i got stopped for speeding on the way back to miami lakes from mast yesterday and now i have to pay like $200 for that shit...OMG!!!... i was so mad but whatever ill just ask my mom not to make me pay her this month and try to get that shit over with

my god this was a busy week...
§l!mm
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8th St. [Mar. 13th, 2005|10:57 am]
[mood | finally... the big day]
[music |Jay Z's The Dynasty]

today's the big day and ive already gotten someone to sub for me at work

now all i have to worry about is not letting my mom find out since i went out last nite...
last nite should have been the craziest... since i went to a party in hialeah gardens and the house was fuckin HUGE - the front of it looked like a hotel entrance - omg and their backyard was bigger than my house... they had a basketball court, and outside kitchen (including stove and all that shit), a bar(!), a pool(goodness), and about 3 or 4 tables w/ chairs next to it... all that shit was raw but the dj was gay as fuck and the party had so many guys there that you could never find an open girl to dance with - and thats basically it but before all this shit happened we were chilling at julians house and then our first party choice was going to be a sixteens party but they wouldnt let half of us in since we werent 'dressed properly'(like we were supposed to know) and then the girls dad comes out and want to suddenly fight buddha and he just starts looking like hes a fucking psycho and so we left after a two minute exchange of informalities between them and him being held back by somebody
at the end of the nite me and buddha went for taco bell and we ate and made plans about calle ocho today and then i went home to sleep...

i hope that shits really good today
Slimm
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i cant believe it [Mar. 10th, 2005|07:11 pm]
[mood | need some water]
[music |State Property Compilation Vol. 2]

now livejournal is blocked at my school and i cant believe it
obscenities is the topic its listed under...OK
well yea i stayed for track practice 2day and i had the fuckin worst shin splints that went from both legs to just settling in on my left one hard as fuck but of course i had to tough it out
other than all that shit nothing really happened too interesting today other than the play that me and two other ppl presented in 'bitchizarry's class - GOD i HATE that lady
and me and 'nesto been plotting about early release next week and how we'll just go to school late so we could still catch mast blast afterwards

i hope FIU doesnt recheck my grades at the end of the year...
Slimm
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(no subject) [Mar. 9th, 2005|05:58 am]
[mood | whatever]
[music |about 10 - 15 cds since last update]

greeeeeeeeeetings LJ... long time no see!
i think that i havent been writing so much since ive been grounded for the last month and this is the week that its officially finished
ive gone to pembroke lakes mall, solo, twice since being imprisoned and ive bought a couple packs of jewelry at hot topic and a thundercats shirt i went to animation to buy a 'the crow' shirt - the next time i went back i was shopping for games and i got devil may cry 3 (the day it came out) parappa the rapper for myself and fifa '02 and omega boost for my nieces in jamaica
now i only need ~$20+tax for the psp and i want to get two games at launch, but i still have to pay my mom for my car this month FUCK!
yesterday since it was an FCAT day i skipped and went to the beach at south point and it was pretty fun...but afterward, damn, i had to drive to pembroke pines (near my house) to get my license updated with my new address - and the new licenses look so cool - went home to chill for about 30 minutes and saw that my korn shirt finally arrived .:all smiles:. and then i drove for about 30min to la salle high, close to mast, only to find out that the scheduled track meet was fuckin cancelled and i had to drive back for almost an hour home...now i had fuckin SACKS under my eyes i was so tired and i slept on and off for about 4 hours last night before eating a pack of ramen noodles and then went to bed finally
now today was just another boring day at my school(=shit) except for the fact that outside's weather has been extremely bad since leaving there and i drove all the way to rick case to get my way overdue 10000 mile maintenance service and i wasnt there too long - surprise suprise - since the weather was extremely harsh especially on the highways and this weekend is calle ocho and i still dont know for sure if im going since im supposed to work on sundays...

its been too much shit to remember it all
§l!mm
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the first meet [Mar. 2nd, 2005|06:04 am]
[mood | it was only the first meet]
[music |Korn's Follow The Leader]

yesterday was sooo bad for me at the track meet
i entered in the high jump and i got disqualified...even though my first time ever doing the event was that day
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